Another rainy*bored* working day...

Nothing's up lately... Life still goes on... which means i still got to work to keep my living... its almost end of February now, chinese new year is over by now, everythings seems to goes back to normal, peoples who works goes back to works, peoples who study goes back to studying, and peoples who went working abroad went back to their place... Havent really got a chance to shoot any pictures lately, has been neglacted my camera equipment... Sometimes those kind of question would just pop up in my mind, "Why wasnt i born in a rich family?" "Why i didnt got a job which paid me 10k a month?" "Why i always have to work so hard?" etc etc...(i know, i started to lose my mind...) Duh...

*Pic shown are old pic when i shot Stephen's wedding at Borneo Kellybay, the model in the pic is MeiMei. Why i put this "mau la kang" pic? Cause bored mah...*grin*

Boring...Tired~!

*Congratulations to Stephen & Jessica

Damn boring... What an exhausted day... not because tired of working... is because tired of doing nothing... wanted to fix those wedding pics i took 2 days ago at Kota Belud during Stephen & Jessica Wedding... But the feeling wouldnt came! Didnt had the mood to fix those pics...maybe because i am too tired... Wanted to do many many things... But i'm just too tired... Sometimes i felt that life has came to some turning point where i should rest myself... But i couldnt, i have too many things and job to get it done... Today is Valentine's day, so since i didnt have any mate to spend with i guess i'll just stuck here in studio fixing those pics one by one... Anyway Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples around the world ! If u could hear me...

Good Bye to You...

Today without any expectation...without any preparation...U just suddenly appeard and standing in front of me...But what weird was, the feeling of surprise, the scared, the feeling to avoid you, the heart jumping, the sorrow...They are all GONE... I think i've moved on, not about forgetting you nor get u out from my life... But i've just moved on... I've just accepted the fact that some people are not meant to be in life...even i didnt realized that...
谢谢妳陪了我这一段日子...虽然说短不短说长不长...但也都留下了许多的回忆...我们彼此也都学会了许多...谢谢妳让我成长了许多...

Canon 17-40mm F4L

I tested out this lens(7thFeb) which was borrowed from my partner from his boss and found unexpectable its quite sharp and the color is quite well balanced. But i was impressed for the fix aperture eventhough at F4 it still created a nice bokeh(blur background/out of focus area) and i actually think this lens is very suitable for group photo because at wide end of 17mm the distortion is not so high and yet its sharp, no doubt because it is a L lens. Guess my next lens will be this lens...just my 2 cents...

My 年初一......

Its quite weird waking up 年初一 at my studio this year... I was awaken by the lion dance perform below my studio. I kept ignored it until i couldnt stand for the noise, cant believe i was also a previous lion dancer -_-" without any hesitation i grabbed my camera and shot the lion dance, but opss... wide angle... too wide... couldnt make a close up shot... So i grabbed my Canon 70-200mm F2.8L and attach it with a Canon 2x extender. Though it came out not a very nice shot(cause i just woke up...still blur...) and then the 2nd pic was the sunset of that day, couldnt make it to the beach so i just simply shot it from my studio window...what a round round...yolk...too bad i havent get my ND filter yet...Duh...

Gong Xi Fa Cai !!!

*After that we went to yamcha at Lintas Aerifah and chit chat until 4.35am... -_-"

Today is another tiring working day, others is busying welcoming the new year while i am working... Finished worked around 12.07am i suddenly thought about something i always did every year on this day at this hour, that is to go pray at 普陀寺. And of course not forgotten my 22 years childhood's friends Alek & Antony. Alek went to worked at Miri since 8 years ago and since then got rooted in there and builded own business, Antony just came back from Kuching 2 years ago and since then always worked outstation around Sabah. All these years we didnt had much chances to meet each others, but we never missed this day, always when this day came, we sure gathered and went to 上香 together, 3 of us, We're the best friend since primary one. Too bad i didnt brought my camera cause i went there directly afterwork, so above was some pics i took using my lousy handphone haha.... And oh yeah, i missed my 团年饭 again...sigh.. Dad sounded very disappointed when i called home to inform them.. Sister is coming back this saturday, hope can mend the missing moments when she's here...

新年到了....很累....

I am tired... Damn tired... Every year when Chinese New Year is approaching I sure got very tired... Minimum Tour guide, Maximum Tourist, yet the money we earn is still same as normal season. If this year i dont make it to eat 团年饭 with my family again, its gonna be the 3rd times means the 3rd years i stepped in tourism line... Luckily i have an understanding family, if not i sure been kicked out from the family since earlier ago...
Recently there's somethings happens that drive me quite unhappy.. plus my working stress, lack of sleep, bank loan, usage etc... I almost get crazy... I hope i can take some leave on march to go travelling to realease my tension... I really really HOPE...
Every Chinese New Year peoples sure busy to visits their relatives or gather with old friends who come back from working or study oversea, but me...DUH... I havent really sit down and chit chat with my old pals for long times already... WHAT a pity me... To all my friends, please understand me and please forgive me... YOU all knows you guys are always in my heart...
Well, whatever it is, here i wish all the tour guide 新年快乐! 万事如意!~ Most importantly, 团团顺利! and....新年快过...(LOL)...

So long... Finally and....Lastly...

I finally met up with my long long long times online's friend tonight at the Shenanegan's, 9696969696...~~ the legendary yawn cutie princess ELainey ~~~(LOL) after so many years, what? Like 7 years after known each others? Well, we 1st "saw" each other through this so called past item Motionless Gathering on year 2001 at yoyo damai? I am not even sure about the date anymore, just felt that we already chatted for very long times (we do right? eh?), and today like all of a sudden without any preparation, any notice noted, we met! Oh, and she's taller than i thought haha!(dont curse me..)
And not forgotten Chris, my precious friend, a young and talent photographer who i had put so much hope in was also with us. Tonight consider the last night of Chris staying in KK, he'll be leaving to KL tomorrow afternoon to further his studies. We ordered a Johnie Walker Black Label and geez, we only drank like 4 or 5% of it?? I know i'm getting old...whatever....

So here it is....To Elaine and Chris,
Getting to know you guys is such an inspiration and a changes to my point of view. U guys are actually on the same situation now, stepping forward into another big step of life, a new stage, only the route is different. All i can say is Cherish this moment, not lot of youngster can do what they likes to do in their whole life, because they dont have a choices, they dont even have the chances to earn it. But u guys are like sitting on a winning lottery, u both are given a chances, a chances to open up your future, something that peoples around u might have hunger for decade.
-Chris, as a photographer u should know and clear what is "moment", u have to move on, u have to stop living in the past and stop sobbing for the spilled milk, which had already gone alot further than u might thought. Learn to look forward, eventhough sometimes life is too hard that u might looks back, learn to smile and see through it, forgive and forget the past, life is too short for u to sigh and being pessimistic! I have high hope on u so dont disappointed me k!
-Elaine, u're really a beautiful girl, when i say beautiful, that mean its beyond what we can see on the surface, for some moment after we met, i blamed myself how come i waited till today to meet u up(LOL), but i'm still really glad that we still have the fate(after so many years), i always believe in god about this. No people in this world can predict what's gonna happen to them in the very next second, u should go for what u think and feel what is right, u're grown enough to make the decision. Remember, u live for urself, not for anyone else in this world, there's no such thing as someone cannot survive without the other besides. Sometimes its just the non reasonable reality in this world, the cruel realistic of this living space, just have to force u to letting go of something precious. Love is like a knife, it can either stab the heart or carve beautiful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime, i believe god just want u to meet some who's not right on the way, so that when u finally meet the right one, u make it perfect because of ur well experienced. Learn to be strong, there's nothing in this world to be afraid of, face it!


9696969696......~ Oh lin... 5.57am .....(hungry...-_-")