In the middle of night, once again I am staying up late.. Web surfing, Replying email.. Of course this somehow has always seems familiar for me, when I was still, at least a part time photographer, back in around 7 years ago.. Do I miss taking photos? Yes I do.. Do I miss working as a wedding photographer? I definitely do.. But life and times somewhile doesnt really allowed us to live life, just that way.. Doing things we love, living lifestyle we were fond of.. Because, it will never be LIFE.. I live life, thats why most of the time I had to do things I ought to do, instead of things that I would love to do.. And working as a photographer in a way, doesnt really fit in my life, or should I say, the timing is wrong? Nevertheless, I am still looking for one day from now I will still be able to hold my camera, doing things I love..