Monday, September 04, 2006

Love's Scare

I'm scared to love you, Why?
Because, I don't know if I could trust you,
because we started out in a wrong way, you had a man,
and I was lost in your eyes thats why I let it happen,
and after that day all I thought about is why things had to start out this way.
But maybe its okay because I'm still scared to love you,


And I don't know if i could trust myself,
Because I've hurt girls before,
and I don't know what me and you have in store,
and if its bad I'm scared of loosing you,
for some dumb reason I'm sure
I won't understand why,


Sorry, in advanced if I flirt to much,
thats just the way I am can't you just understand,
if you can't I'll try to change for you,
there isn't anything I wouldn't do for you,


As for you, i know its twice as hard for you to love,
because you aren't ready, and you'd been hurted so bad before,
but don't trip I'll wait for you as long as I can,
but I can't wait forever, do you understand?


I need you now more then I've ever needed a girl,
not just for fun but for love, and again you say your not ready.
But if you only knew how much i care for you,
but again you say you aren't ready,
but don't worry my love will stay steady.


You call it just a title but its so much more than that,
because when I'm with you i feel something I've never felt for a girl,
is it love? who knows but I'm ready to find out,
but again your not.


I think to myself sometimes and I say in my mind, why?
why do i feel this way? I never feel this way,
never took a girl serious until i met you,
but I know you don't take me serious ,
I don't understand why, you barely know me maybe thats why I'm scared to love you.