Recently...

Working hard and Having fun playing hard at the same times is very enjoyable, life at least meet the balancing of human emotional and physical and mental needed. BUT, if working hard most of the times and lack of rest and sleep, alot of pressure and being pushed all the times while only have fun relaxing once in a while, the normalization of life became unaligned. U seems to lost interest in everythings, including foods, drinks, ur fancy things, u just suddenly turned out not interested anymore, eventhough u know u're gonna have a dayoff the next day, u wont be planning what to do to fill in the offday like u usually did anymore, all u need is just a long rest. U tried so hard to back to normal life, tried so hard to stable the daily life, tried so hard to get so many delayed things done, but afterall its just a blank thought because u just doesnt have the times for it. Most of the days especially holiday(which also stand for sunday for normal office hour working fellas) u wish u can just runaway from work for one day to go have fun with ur precious fellas, but eversince u stepped in this working society, u know it and ur are clear enough that for some non reasonable reality in this world, the cruel realistic of this living space, when the company needs u on the important moments and u runaway for fun eventhough for only one day, u could lose this job forever... So what can u do? U go to work, keep ur daydreams behind, end up with tired and exhausted day, and continue moaning on ur daily working life... That's life, and life's suck...